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[May. 10th, 2006|10:55 pm] |
Today was a really weird day...
After school, me, Kinga, and Josef were supposed to chill like yesterday but somehow Andrea invited herself along and followed us. I didn't want a near-stranger hanging at my house so we just went to Seattle Cafe where we had the most depressing conversation.
It started out with the topic of Kinga, me and cocaine. So Kinga wants to try coke because all of her friends do it and so do I. Kinga is really depressed these days because she hates her life and I feel horrible for her because I know how that feels.
I think that you shouldn't do drugs if you are unhappy because I know it makes things worse. For example, since I am happy, it is ok for me to do drugs but for Kinga, it isn't really good because her happiness depends on it.
Andrea and Josef were trying to convince us not to do coke because they think it is bad. It's strange how Josef thinks doing shrooms and absinthe is a-ok but he thinks everything else is evil.
Andrea started giving depressing bullshit advice to Kinga about her depression and I don't think she should be giving advice to Kinga because she is more messed up than Kinga is and she doesn't have correct judgement. I should be the one giving Kinga advice because I've solved all of my problems and gotten over depression but nooo, Andrea doesn't let me talk.
So I got home pretty mad and took the bus with Josef and proceeded to tell him my deep dark secrets and now I feel really strange.
Whew, so that's what made my day so crappy/weird. I don't like being around Andrea.
I am waiting for Josef's birthday cake to cool so I can frost it for Friday.
I am throwing a birthday party for Josef on Friday as a birthday gift. I hope I am a good hostess. |
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[May. 7th, 2006|02:05 pm] |
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This weekend was fun...
On Friday there was a get together at Sebastian's house with me, Sebastian, Josef, and Kinga... Clarisse, Madeline, and Kerry couldn't make it... We invited Megan but I don't think she got the hint... we got drunk and got really emotional and had like the deepest discussions ever. Afterwards we went out to dinner at Johnny Rockets where there was the dumbest/ugliest waitress who served us but we left a big tip anyway.
Saturday was Mel Mel's burthday party at Monster... It was pretty cool because her party was in the VIP room... they wouldn't serve us alcohol because we were all like 16 and 17 but I had fun anyway. The food was amazing and me and Josef and Clarisse had a fun time making fun of everyone.
Before the party, I went to yoga, and guess who I ran into there! Tess Brokaw from Brearley! It was really unexpected and random and I was really surprised.
I'm in a partying mood these days... I'll be going out a lot more... Hmmm... I don't like guys I don't find attractive hitting on me though, ew.
I have to go now and do homework and then go to yoga again. Yayyy |
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[Apr. 26th, 2006|08:53 pm] |
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These days I have gotten into the habbit of taking naps every day for at least two hours straight. The strange thing is, I am really hungry whenever I wake up. Haha. I feel like I have gotten high every day- that is, I don't feel high but I feel kind of an after-high. Weird.
A piece of good news is that I am starting jazz piano lessons tomorrow, with the renowned John Nam! Woo woo! I do not know if it will be fun or embarrassing or both but I am looking forward to it. Hopefully I will get good enough soon to jam and I can have fun with that. Imagine me at a piano plunking away with my heart. Oh Jessica. Piano...
I've drifted away from some of my friends... which makes me sad. But I still have my friends and new ones which is good. Also yesterday, me and Clarisse presented Kinga with a helium balloon, telling her that we feel like we have drifted from her and that we would like to reunite. So me and Kinga hung out after school today.
Overall, I am ok. I am trying not be be bummed about the fact that I gained two pounds... But I'm not going to let that get to me. I wish I had added friends from my old lj onto this thing but I really don't feel like having people from Brearley and camp reading this. Oh well. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2006|03:06 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | The Dreamy Fish (lol)- Satie | ] |
Hmm, I remember a time when I was good at things.
I am putting my CDs into my iTunes and I am getting pretty nostalgic.
It's ok, though, because right now my main purpose is to take it easy and recharge so that I can have a normal adult life.
I really enjoy playing the Moonlight Sonata on piano.
I tried to play some jazz on the piano but really, I can't.
Then I played some guitar, which I haven't done in a while.
I think that really, 2005 has knocked some sense into me. I used to want to be a composer but now I want to be a doctor. When I grow up.
I hope I don't sound depressing but I am really bored and need something to do while my CDs get imported onto my iTunes/I don't want to do homework. Haha no one reads this anyway so it doesn't matter if I sound depressing.
Today is the last day of vacation! Oh my.
Sebs' party on 4/20 was pretty cool. Haha I can't believe that guy Shmomo or whatever his name is liked Clarisse. Hilarious.
I also took Josef shopping this weekend. We bought loads of shirts from Urban Outfitters and some shoes.
Hmm... let's see. School starts tomorrow, then it is 2 more months and I am out of school. Woowoo! |
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[Apr. 15th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
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I'm kind of stressed out.
I'm not working out enough and I'm not eating enough fruits and vegetables.
I haven't seen my friends since vacation started on Wednesday.
The guy I used to like doesn't like me.
Good lord.
Tomorrow is Easter. I want a bunny as an Easter present.
I bought birthday presents for two people today...
I'm not doing anything with my life, oh well.
I'm getting a bigger Longchamp bag because mine's too small.
My mom's getting me new jewelry. Sweet. I can't believe I just said sweet.
I went shopping and bought a lot of clothes. I'm not sure if I like them.
I got Pride and Prejudice on DVD. O.
I'm not in a very good mood these days.
I'm wondering if I should visit Brearley over my vacation.
Happy Easter, nobody. |
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[Mar. 31st, 2006|09:17 pm] |
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Hmm so I was kind of miffed today, because of a friend. So, me, Joon, Julien, and Josef were supposed to go shopping and meet in front of Ms. Kahn's room after school, but Julien so graciously decides to ditch us. I know he was kind of mad at me because I had been kind of mean to him this week, but I really didn't mean anything by it. I am always mean to people I like. Anyway, I was going to apologize to him during our shopping trip. And then he doesn't pick up his phone when we call him. Nice. I can't believe he would do that.
However, we still went shopping, but then Joon had to leave early, and also he ran into these girls from his old school. And then decided to just let Josef go home because I didn't want him to wait while I tried on all these different clothes. Anyway, it's not really fun shopping with guys. So in the end, I ended up buying most of the stuff myself... I spent all the gift cards I got for my birthday! I also went to Sephora to buy a birthday present for my mom...
So, I really don't know what to say about today. I am talking to Liora right now. I haven't seen her in a while, wow. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|01:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my mom playing piano... | ] |
I'm 17 today! I am having a party with my friends this evening. I hope I get good presents. However many people cannot make it because they are performing at the Cabaret... So sad...
Yesterday the parent-teacher conferences were held at school. I have a 98.20 average! Afterwards the Bornsteins drove me home- how nice of them!
Today was a half-day. Very nice. I cannot wait for my party!! |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|10:52 am] |
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This is my new journal. I thought I needed a fresh start, with the new me being in place and all... I haven't added anyone from my old journal to this journal yet...
This week has been good... Yesterday was St. Patrick's Day. Ms. Suker had a party in her class...
Jorge came over after school... I also met his grandparents before that. They were nice...
I might be trying out for musical theater in May or something. I will probably sing something from "Phantom of the Opera" for my audition.
My birthday is in less than a week! It is this coming Friday. I'm really looking forward to my party... I can't believe I am going to be 17! I don't feel 17...
Well... today I have to do all my homework, go to yoga, order my cake from Whole Foods, go shopping, and have dinner with my parents. I hope this weekend lasts... |
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